My Big Day

Hey guys..
It has been a while since i've written anything in this blog..so, i'll start by posting a few pictures of my big day..which is my convocation day on 15th May 2014 at UiTM Arau, Perlis..i missed this campus so damn much..i love it better here than anywhere else..well, today is the happiest and the saddest day ever..it's happy cause i get to walk on stage when all this while, i could only see someone else walking on stage..now, it's my turn..and yes, i am sooooo nervous..i get goosebumps and i feel butterflies in my stomach..my mom was so excited, also my sister..my brothers couldn't come..but they said, maybe when i graduate degree.. ^_^. It's the saddest day cause i've been planning for months, what i should wear, what my parents should wear..i even picked out the clothes for them..But, my dad didn't get the chance to see me walk on stage..he couldn't accompany my mom in the hall.he couldn't give me flowers..i watched my friends, every single one of them were really happy..so was i..i'm glad my mom is here to support me all the way..my sister is sad too, but she never tells..she's exactly like my mom...keeping everything inside..well, me too..

Well, enough of this sad story, how about some pictures.. ^_^

Happy Me!

My Mom !

My Sister!

My Best-est Friend!

Some of my friends (DAIS)!

 She's my best buddy! Generous friend.. ^_^

She gave me that purple flower cause she knows i love purple.

 Gamelan Teacher!

oh yeah, she even gave me a flower..hehe

 My friend during senior year and also my best-tie 

 Nazrin n hafiz.. ^_^

 My sister gave me that flower..i don't really like dolls..but this one i will keep.. ^_^

My Gamelan team.. I love them so much. hopefully i could meet them again someday..miss u guys.

Thank you,

Family Trip

Little Hi Little Low, Little Hey Little Hoe..........

I'm back from the trip..To Teluk Dalam, Pangkor..I tell ya, my first impression of that place was awful...I really hate it..But the chalets are nice..only that, we came to have picnics at beaches and admire the beautiful sea..the sea there, really needs some cleaning and its not safe cause of crabs in it..but its exciting though..i could see crabs in front of my nose..phew! no snapping..

1st Day...

     We arrived at 1 something and straightaway went to our chalets..unpack, eating while catching movies..at 4 something, we went to the beach...i thought we could have a swim there rather than the swimming pool inside..Then again, guess not..cause it's full of moss..and we saw crabs in there..so, we went to the swimming pool instead..my sis and brother wanted to know how i float on the water..so i taught them..it's really fun and funny...we've been laughing all day long..my dad wanted too..but he's really stiff cause of fear so he can't float..Floating and swimming the whole afternoon..
     Later, we went for dinner...My jaws fell to the ground looking at the dishes they served..Felt like i was in heaven...I took everything, roasted beef, roasted chicken, prawns, hot dog, eggs, a bowl full of salads, 4 ice cream scoops, fun fries, and soooooo many more..my stomach was bloated...huuuu...then we went for a walk at the beach side, sitting in a hut, admiring the sky full of stars..i've never seen that much stars in my entire life..Really, it's beautiful..Then my mom came, singing and dancing..My dad made jokes out of my mom..we laughed out hearts out..Memorable night that was.. What i hate the most that night was when i fell sick..i threw up all the food i ate and my stomach doesn't feel well..the whole night, it bothered me..

2nd Day...

     Woke up early to have breakfast..Such a waste, i could only eat a little cause i'm scared of going to the bathroom again..i couldn't take it..so i ate nothing but porridge..How stressful..Then we got ready and grabbed a taxi to Teluk Nipah..There were so many tourists that day..That's normal on Public Holidays..We went for water sports, Snorkeling...It was so much fun..I could see so many fishes and life in the sea..Feeding the fishes was the most exciting thing ever!..I threw a piece, lots and lots of fishes came fighting over the piece of bread..COOL!
     At 6, it was the time to move..so went for a stroll and look for taxi..It's really hard to get one in this kind of crowd..Everyone wants to get a move too..Anyways, we have to reserve the taxi to have a ride..Or else...We got back and got ready for dinner..Still, i can't eat much..When we got back to the chalet, i was really tired..we all went to bed early..

3rd Day...Last Day...

     Woke up early...Again...For breakfast...And, Porridge AGAIN it is..Oh what "JOY".. We all went for a swim except my dad..He wants to go for a walk, taking pictures here and there..From 9 till 11, we played in the water..my mom, can SWIM!..hahaha..thanks to me!.My sis can swim as well..wow! How proud i am..weee~.. haha..My Brother on the other hand, could dive...Then, we went back to pack our stuff and get ready to check-out..

     Oh yeah, i almost forgot, the Resort that i stayed includes carrying our stuff from the mainland, to the chalets that we're staying..so we don't have to burden ourselves to carry those extremely heavy luggage..And they also picks us up from the ferry to the resort..We don't have to find taxi or anything..Everything was provided..This is what we call good service.. ^_^ ..

Hey, I have few pictures too..just few cause most of the times, we're in the water..

Thank you,

For the Last Time ~

Oooh, lambatnya post...it's all because of my busy & hectic life in campus..so, i have something to story about..yeah, a sad story i might add..it's about us..21/12/2012 is the last date i lay my eyes on him...and that is the last of it..no more meeting each other for another 2 years plus..i mean, till we tie the knot..so, i cried a lot after this news..it's really hard though..before, i couldn't meet him for half years..and that almost killed me..now, 2 years plus???how worse could it get..well, i surely will miss him badly.. boohoo! but the more i think of it, this is the best way for this relation to last..there's still magic left in it.. Alhamdulillah..i never regret the road that Allah gave me..He's trying His best to give us a way to live a happy ending.. So, these are last pictures we took... ^_^

Ni hari first jumpa..sblom jumpa, ada dinner.msa dinner, berdebar2 rasa..maklum laa, da lma xjumpa... =' )

Sbnrnya masa ni, tgh cover malu...

Ni pun ikot gak..haha...nmenye aby sani..comel giler..hehe

Ni masa p padang besaq...saja p nk beli jersey..but along the way, happy gila..gelak smpai pecah perot..

Mse ni otw g penang..nk jumpa my mom...wee~..and she approves.. ^_^

P/S: Allah gives u what u need, not what u want...what He gives, is for the best..for our future..we are the ones who are blind not seeing the blessings He gave us..setiap sesuatu yg berlaku, ada hikmah di sebaliknya...


Thank you,

RAYA!

Dah lama la pulak xbukak blog..hehe..sibuk, nk buat cm na..nk mengadap lappy sepanjang ari xleh pulak..hmm, xdak apa sngt nk ckp sbnrnya..but words to say is that i am happy and moving on.. ^_^ .. so raya ni ak xp mna sngt..rya petam dok umh layan tetamu, rya kedua p suma umh sedara (penat xterkata), rya ketiga p langkawi smpai raya kelima...mmg bez lah..mngeratkn hbungan ak ngn parents..hehe..dah lma xjumpa n lepak2 skali.. So here's some snapped pictures..

 RAYA PERTAMA!

Ni Pagi Raya.,Org petama aku salam, My Mom ^_^

This is My Big Sista.. Muka cm sama ka x?

Uuuuuuuu..Duet Baru!!!. Nak, mai rumah.

Ni Mlm Raya Petama..Muka Terserlah Kepenatan.

RAYA KEDUA!

Ni kt Umh Pak Long..Me, Jaszimin Muntel, ngn Syifa (anak Maksu) 

Ni Kt Umh Pak Ngah..Ramai Lg Yg Tadak Ni..

Hahaha....Just For Fun.. ^_^

RAYA KETIGA - LIMA!

My Daddy..dok rehat2 dpn pantai

Ni Dlm Cable.. ^_^

Kt tingkat ats skali..(Panorama Cable)

Tyme tgh bercuti pon sibuk keja..hmmm

^_^

Npk x blakang tu ada cable.. hehe

Budak ni pon nk pose jugak..nk tnjuk kt awek letew..

Waterfall kt TELAGA TUJUH..ni tingkat yg paling bawah.sbb mak xlrt panjat dah..haha

Kt tangga TELAGA TUJUH tu..

Tu challet kami..btol2 dpn pantai..syok!

Hehe...I miss u guys

                              

Me and Mommy..ada org ckp muka kami sma..sama ka?

Thank you,

Transforming~~~ wee~

Wow, would u look at that..I'm finally changing..Weehoo!. Well, yeah..for my future I guess. People are starting to see it too.. Before, I felt like I'd rather just lay in bed being lazy than going to classes even if it's weekdays..That time, it was the most worst time ever! Everyday was a tiring day..know why? Cause my feelings are all mashed up like mashed potatoes..I don't have solutions for it. Felt like, there will never be any solutions.. Since then, problems kept coming and coming.. But someone told me that I don't ever have to face them myself.. He would always be there for me whenever I needed it.. But to me, it was just a figure speech...But as he helped and helped without knowing the true meaning of tire, I wondered....hmmm....Why is it that he could do it, but not me..For my own self..Even though, he is far from me, but he still is here in my heart, helping me on my days here..

Every single day went by as falling leaves..I am feeling the emptiness of him not being here physically..I missed him so much..I don't want to feel these empty feelings..So, i went to class every single day without even a miss..trying to change for me..and guess what!!..It felt awesome..From far, he gave me hope and faith..and trying his best to get me up on my feet..Because, I was so cheerful before..He wants to see that cheerful little me..Back to normal..So now, I;m happy...Making new friends, meeting new people, finding new experience, and Just waiting....Waiting for the Sunshine to rise and bring my baby back to me!...I Love U For a thousand Years...Yes I Do!!