Wow, would u look at that..I'm finally changing..Weehoo!. Well, yeah..for my future I guess. People are starting to see it too.. Before, I felt like I'd rather just lay in bed being lazy than going to classes even if it's weekdays..That time, it was the most worst time ever! Everyday was a tiring day..know why? Cause my feelings are all mashed up like mashed potatoes..I don't have solutions for it. Felt like, there will never be any solutions.. Since then, problems kept coming and coming.. But someone told me that I don't ever have to face them myself.. He would always be there for me whenever I needed it.. But to me, it was just a figure speech...But as he helped and helped without knowing the true meaning of tire, I wondered....hmmm....Why is it that he could do it, but not me..For my own self..Even though, he is far from me, but he still is here in my heart, helping me on my days here..
Every single day went by as falling leaves..I am feeling the emptiness of him not being here physically..I missed him so much..I don't want to feel these empty feelings..So, i went to class every single day without even a miss..trying to change for me..and guess what!!..It felt awesome..From far, he gave me hope and faith..and trying his best to get me up on my feet..Because, I was so cheerful before..He wants to see that cheerful little me..Back to normal..So now, I;m happy...Making new friends, meeting new people, finding new experience, and Just waiting....Waiting for the Sunshine to rise and bring my baby back to me!...I Love U For a thousand Years...Yes I Do!!
